WALK THE TALK

 

UP Foundation week is coming to a close today. We’ll be having classes again next week. Ma kamang-kamang nman kmi lagas sg amun mga lessons. Oh, weeelll. That’s college.

But let’s not talk about that right now. I want to talk about the Hinugyaw celebration that happened this Friday, July 25. I went back to Miami to watch thegames and of course, the Hinugyaw celebration. It’s tiring to go there and then return the next day but I decided to go because it’s a once in a  hundred years opportunity. I must see it. HAHA. I’ve already missed the Spirit of 67 concert because of my parents and then missed the debate and Pasundayag because of, well, myself. I decided not to forego the Hinugyaw thing and boy, Im glad I didnt miss it. Twas really really fun! It was more of the bonding we had with other people rather than the activities itself. 

The Hinugyaw program started at around 7pm and ended at around 2:00am in which there was an afterparty celebration. We didn’t really dance that much. We headed back to the dorm after a while. Thank goodness for that too. I was really tired and I had to wake up early the next day to attend a burial. Mom called me up though and told me I could miss the burial seeing as the party ended thuper late. Still, Kizia and I decided to wake up at around 5:30 so we could get home early. We woke up at 7am. WE WERE REALLY TIRED. Gee-heez.

Anyhoo, I didn’t haave a headache that night but my head did hurt when I woke up. I took my medicine. Doncha worry. PICCHURES! more at www.toitumms.multiply.com 🙂

 

mga Pula nga linti babybolts=))

UP bestie 🙂

JEEPNEY

Me? Im a drama queen. =))

That is sooo true. Haha. Idk why, but I feel like that photo is very, uhh, symbolic.

Or maybe Im just overacting. Whichever, I dont care. Im bored & gots nothing to do. I’ts UP Foundation week and so, we don’t have classes for the whole week. Scoooore! :)) Im here right now at home because I don’t want to stay in the dorm where I have to pay for my own meals and where there’s no cable. I mean. the friendship is fun and you get to do cool stuff like have movie marathons & scary stories but sometimes, a girl just needs her dose of shopping. Roooight? =)

Anyhoo, I’ll be back there on Friday where the fun really begins. Lots of games & cool stuff! I’ll be going back home on Saturday though. Yknw, to take another much needed rest afterwards. It’s quite a hassle but I hafta deal with it. I’m loving college & that’s what’s imporant. Yessireee.

Chekka lg. 🙂

HEADBANG

Okay, so I initially didnt want to talk about my, uhh, condition here in my blog. It makes me feel kind of awkward and queasy just thinking about it, much more write about it. But then again, I would want to just get it out in the open. Okaaay. I sound so dramatic. Gee-heez.

Anyhoo, my migraine condition is something that I know whould be taken seriously because, hello… it is serious. It has something to do with the little ‘thing’ that they found in my brain. When mom told me about this, I wasn’t able to react rather well. I didn’t know what to feel actually. Mom told me to just have faith and pray. See? Now, when people tell you to pray, that’s when you know something is gravely serious. Although, I hope this is just stress-related and nothing more complicated than that. I wouldn’t want my family to be worried about my condition all the time.

Yet, it does feel good to be loved. I know I’m loved. When the results of my CT Scan came in, everybody made me feel okay. Lola and Lolo assured me that it’s nothing and I just have to be strong. Toto, Tita Lina and Tita Lani all called on the same day & asked about how I was. AWW. *tear  Plus! The package was opened on that day & seeing their pasalubongs made me feel so much better! =))

I just hope that things wont change, you know. I still want to do physical stuff like run around the field playing soccer or just walk a long distance in school. Im not, well, a vegetable. Okay, maby that word is a tad bit too much. But I just want to be treated the same way. Not being babied too much. Its nice to be taken care of but not to a point where you might want to pull your hair out because you’re being protected too much. I understand that its for the best but I hope that overprotective thing doesnt happen. HAHA. I want to move and be outgoing too! Just.. not too wild, I guess. I wont get to do super stressful stuff so as not to endanger my already dangerous condition. Redundant, no?  Oh, who cares. Haha.

ANYWAY, THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE. PRAYERS ARE APPRECIATED. WISH ME LUCK, KIDS. 🙂

TELL THE KING

So, I went to my neurologist today & she gave me a list of medicines I have to take & a CT scan I need to comply with. It costs around 6,000 pesos. WOW.

Greaaat. Now, I cost my parents a whole lot of money just because of this goddamn migraine that I have. Im feeling fine most of the time, except for these blasted headaches that i get. Now, I have to make all my documetns so that I can shift from ROTC to Community service. I didn’t know whay I entered ROTC in the first place! Okay, maybe I do. Hee. I just thought I could do it still. I mean, I did become a CAT officer & even if I had mild headaches before, I ddint think it would affect me this much. Apparently, It did. My migraine grew worse & I almost fainted in our first ROTC exercise. Bsht. When I got back to the dorm & rode the jeepney ride home, I was feeling so bad & I was as pale as a ghost. It was horrible. It didnt help that we had our dorm akwe party the night before & I slept at around 3pm & woke up at 5am to get ready.

Im just not as fit as I was before. This sucks. I wanted to do all the camp visits & firing & mock war stuff that they do in RO. Its just that- it’s not worth it. I might not get by & obviously fail in my ROTC subject if I go through with it.  So, its community service for me. It’s okay though.

Oh, well. College life sure is a bitch. But, hey. I aint giving up on anything for nobody. Im not a quitter. Nosireeee. It’ll pass & I WILL BE FINE. DW GAGA MN KU BI MO! PA-ISOG GD KU NGA INDI KU MN GLI DYUN MKAYA! HAY, BWST NGA ROTC AH. haha. Hey, dont worry about me here. We all have our battles to face. We’ll all get through this. Life is just like that. Sure, there are days where I would think this is all so hopeless & that were all slowly dying and the world is fast a-changing (for the worst)  but you get to think why you’re doing all of this: FOR YOUR FAMILY & YOURSELF 🙂

Enuff reason, donchateenk? okaythanksbye. 😉

MASQUERAAA

 

So,  I have this friend. No, wait. friends. And they’ve been such great dormates/blockmates/classmates/hang out buddies/pals. The reason why Im blogging this right now is because Im happy I found a lot of great, new friends but at the same time, I cant believe how much I miss my friends back in AC. I mean, I just bumped into a couple of them last night at sv and it makes me miss AC so much more. Damnit, all this feeling nostalgic crap is getting so overrated & I know you must be tired of reading stuff like this over and over… and over again. Im sorry for that. hee. :]

Anyhoo, we had our dorm acquaintance party last July 4 and it was awesooome! GAY GUYS GALORE! Oh, but the guys in the photo are straight, mind you. I only have two gay buddies & Im so happy I got to befriend them. Lucky meee. All in all, the night was great. Twas just simply fab-u-lous. =))

ernie, toitee, rey, bob, dondi & fernie :))

 

sweaty parrrty animals ; ))

Oh, and Lanz and mommy’s birthdays were great too! Too bad I wasnt here in iloilo for Lanz’s birthday celebration but I did make up for it by giving him a gift. He enjoyed celebrating his birthday in school, eating with friends & dinner at home afterwards. Lanz got lotsa gifts & isnt that what birthdays are all about for a kid? HAHA.  Oh, and mom got her much-awaited dinner outside our home present. Another chance for her to (what else?) strut her stuff and be glamorous. Oh, well. Excusable since it is, after all, HER DAY. But then again, everyday for her is a chance to be fantabulous. Haaay, mom. We ate at Bourbon, smallville. I didnt take any photos there though. I knida left the digicam in the car. sorry. Mom didnt mind anyways so, fuggetaboutit. :]]

boitday boii :))

MOMMY AT 40something ;))

 

It’s been a wild ride for me, so far. Im having constant headaches now and my parents fear it could be more than just a mild migraine. And so, mpa check-up pku sa neurologist ku. And due to the fact nga ga ROTC ako, dugangan pgd.  So, I might shift to community service instead. That’s fine with me but Imma miss a few cool stuff. INDI KU KA FIRING SG ARMALIGHT KG CAMP VISIT! :(((

Oh, well. Toto, Tita Lina, Tita Lani & everyone else who are reading my nonsensical blog entries, do excuse me if ever I get too random, cheezy & (goodnessgod) egotistic in my blog entries. They just tend to, uhh, spill. Dont worry, I might delete a few blog entries here. I read my entries again & I just realized one tiny thing. IT’S ALL SOOO IMMATUUURE! :)) :||

Ily & Imy guys. tccic. =)